watched the juniors' production today and thought about how far removed i am from youth. how far i am from where and who i wanted to be, thought i would be, when i still had to pin my fringe up for school. what absolutely IRKS me to no end is scrolling through newsfeed and reading glowing reviews of university lives in faraway lands, where they have purportedly fallen in love with their subjects and knowledge apparently in which i'd really like to tell them where they can stuff that knowledge but i shall not be bitter nor rude.
what made a levels significantly easier was having a support group. let me just say now, in the honesty of a person who is bone tired, that things are just not the same. everything boils down to the bottom line: i miss you and you are not here. that things change and important things happen and what can you do except to repeat the same lines that have become trite over time.