most days happiness comes easily and fits well, on other days it's an uphill battle. it's not a good idea to sleep on bad moods, sleep is but a brief reprieve and you wake up the next morning tasting last night's sadness stale on your tongue, which colgate does nothing for. it renews itself in the dim vigour of the 7.23 AM sun and the maddening show of having to go about your daily duties with your insides rotten, instead of the usual quiet contented hum of routine, just further ignites the beast in your heart.

tutorial was so bad today; the first half was spent trying to fake a state of awakeness and it ended (as it always does) with feeling like i know nothing. after managing the crisis at the library i thought i needed a change of environment and went to Henry Congressional for a respite from the tedium of the world, a phrase that ran in my head as i sat on the bus which route once brought me home daily.

other things that ran in my head:
some people who determinedly wander lost just want to be found
i m hungereh ):
there's a flip side to everything you appreciate

but the relief you get as you come to the end of your uphill battle, is as acute as a steady rain relenting as you begin your walk home on the day you're wearing a thin white shirt.

today i'm grateful for:
cappuccinos
banana bread
Henry Congressional
Friday songs
sxpx
jokes
Sparks Fly- Taylor Swift

if i had everyone i love within hugging distance, i would be the happiest. it's ridiculous how much i miss some of my friends when i technically just met them within the week.

also: halloween speshul
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b1Tg8KxjOys&feature=g-all-u
shameless plugging

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