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still alive but i'm barely breathing

Sunday, August 12, 2012 10:53 AM

ultimate sian-ness is:

1. school tomorrow
2. 1000001 pages of readings to be done
3. feeling like someone grabbed steel wool and scrubbed your insides
4. < 1 hour of sleep last night
5. lapses of memory which always creeps me out

but thankful for friends who take care of me and friends who text to make sure that i'm fine.

for the longest time i refused to acknowledge its existence, as if telling it to someone would make it Real and make it A Thing. but the mantra still stands: no expectations. chill la.

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