quite sure im self reinforcing the idea by stating it but still, it feels like every time after i shower and sit at my desk to actually do work, i feel like sleeping zZzZzZz. just organised a semi-comprehensive to do list and the amount of satisfaction ive garnered makes it feel like it justifies me being here, blogging, even if it ultimately is also rather energy consuming (somewhat). yes, i like convulated sentences.
so, it has been an eventful week, to say the least.
YAY TO SURVIVING ONE WEEK OF LAW SCHOOL. 1000001 MOAR :D
considering my actions/behaviour in general, i personally wonder (along with the rest of the world, probably, as many have asked the same question) if underneath the surface of my sensitive psyche, is a rather heartless person. but that isn't something i like to ponder upon too much, for fear that i'd end up full of distaste for myself and thinking that i'm quite the hypocrite. i like to think that perhaps i've developed such effective coping mechanisms, or maybe i just strongly believe in the separation between public and private pain. either way, i wonder if i appear heartless in general and i know that ultimately, i am.
random side note, someone/i accidentally took a screen shot on my phone and im now DYING TO KNOW HOW. but not enough to google it.
suuuchhhhh innnnnertiaaaa toooooo doooooo produccctive thingzzzzzz
WHINES.