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and that, describes my feelings towards A levels. as well as the current weather. imposing emotions onto your environment? sure, good bye wide sargasso sea, you are just not missed, after that bytchass of a paper. laugh, cambridge, laugh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

as if math wasn't enough entertainment for you people. rrrrrrrr.

anyway, the exams end next tuesday and i am just glad. anyway for those of you who aren't updated on my day to day, i'm retaking the SATs, so crossing my fingers for much better scores. that also means continuing to study after As and writing admission essays = b-o-r-i-n-g. i wish i could know my A level results so that i will know if going to all this trouble is really... necessary, or have the alphabets that bear Boring, Catastrophe and Doomsday spoiled my lustful plans.

am really just trying not to contemplate the possible realities of things. just so i don't freak out and die. yup. or drown or get struck by lightning, it's been raining so much lately. i need wellingtons. shh, no questions.

but all the same... looking forward to plans i have post As which include (but are not limited to) prom, pilates, (possibly) bintan, bali, hong kong, home, windsurfing lessons, weilin time (see what i did there?)

ASK ME OUT, PEOPLE. XXXXXXOOOOOOO. after As, i mean

ok. off to try and study.

(its downright thundering now and storming now.................. YUP.)

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