boredom and forcing myself to file inevitably results in me blogging- what a timely distraction! strong correlation -> 1.0 between the negativity of my mood and blog posts.
what ever happened to my new year resolutions of filing regularly -__- WHEN I'M IN UNIVERSITY, I SWEAR I WILL. i look at the history pile with utter dread and wish i could set it on fire. my interest in history went on a downhill trajectory since the start of 2011, sigh.
kind of in the mood for melodrama.
we could've had it all
(you're gonna wish you never had met me)
rolling in the deep
somehow this song just brings out lots of angst and thirst for revenge in me. well duh considering the lyrics but still.
there's a fire starting in my heart
reaching a fever pitch and it's bringing me out the dark
MIDCS in 2 days. fucking determined to make fireworks, i really want it this time. been feeling like i have something to prove.
tomorrow's probably going to be another day. you truly realise your over-reliance when everything is too quiet and you're just holding your breath waiting for the silence to break.
unhealthy.