anyway, i wish i blogged more. or wrote stuff down more. so that you know, when people ask "how's USA?" i can say more than "it was damn cold" ..
you know. the works. so that i can remember the intricate details of things and how i felt at individual moments because we all know that it's the Moments that matter. and then you can reread them and smile. and you'd have a record of your life and you can tell things about yourself from the moments that you choose to preserve.
i wish that thoughts could translate themselves into words.
i really should quit being so lazy and write down things before i forget them. but on the other hand, theres always the whole "live in the moment" thing where you truly immerse yourself into an experience, rather than scramble for a pen and desperately try to grab onto the tails of the best and most elusive words that approximate the moment.
because the act of choosing the right words can be tiring and somewhat of a wet blanket, when you just can't get hold of them and they fall short of the experience.
the same way that it pisses me off that my sony compact cam can't capture the vivid colours of the sunsets despite being in "vivid colours mode" and the twinkling of city lights.
i am sleepy.
sleepy rambling.