xxkill

Many a time, i feel like i'm just waiting for the other shoe to fall. the shoe usually comes in the forms of a catch or just the plain fact that everything ends someday- some sooner some later. because everything too good will fail, inevitably. i would rather sooner than later, because often the anticipation is worse than the ultimate end itself. so why not make it less painless?

also, why invest in something that's going to end then?

yet it is undeniably true that life is about the journey and not the destination. extrapolating that into other areas, the same reasoning still stands.

ok i never win when i debate with myself.

comforting is marathons of cheesy cartoons and shows like Suite Life on Deck.

also, cody > zack any day, he's so much cuter.

possible career choices:

1. set up a micro-finance business in a developing country

2. aid worker

3. news broadcaster

4. huge movie star

5. voice artist

6. be a tv star: host travel shows ~

7. journalist

8. psychiatrist

im actually not so keen on the last 2, which sadly, are the most feasible ones and the one that my parents want me to do.

cranky sleepy tired

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