dear x,

but i think back.

not in disappointment, nor wistfulness.

especially not sadness.

but more of a... curiosity? i guess a lot of things are just, like that lor. but it does reflect a certain amount of inability on my part.

can i say that it even irritates me to see you happy?

of course i can! only i can be happy, you should be suffering from persistence of vision

'"Persistence of vision," she says. You must have seen something so dark that it's carried on affecting your vision even though you're not looking at it anymore. "But how?" Magnus says. "Exactly the same if you saw something too bright," she says' - The Accidental by Ali Smith

...because i'm bright. i want to be bright.

this is my moment of self indulgence and douche-yness. promos is driving me quite mad.

"'going the same way, in my opinion- a lowering expression.'"

by the way, you take yourself too seriously.

what's that oscar wilde quote again?

xoxo, weilin.