xxkill

when i think of debates, i wanna cry. you'd think that i've run out of tears for debates by now. debates has been fucked many times over and i give up. because there's no way out of this labyrinth. i don't even feel like going for training anymore because face it. what's the point. we're not working towards anything. training is just a facade that feeds the illusion that debates is a functioning part of eldds. it is not. ok. train for jgs/jcdcs for jackshit. don't even have a team. got team also confirm get pwned.

train. for. what. fucking feel like quitting. resuscitating a corpse is useless. not to mention fucking tiring.

i really. want. to. quit.

debates is the epitome of fail. please surprise me, how can it get any worse than this?

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