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all i need is time
Thursday, December 31, 2009 1:25 AM

i can't believe that it's already 31st December, time is flying so fast that i'm getting motion sickness. reflecting on 2009 is What Is To Be Done but i'm extremely reluctant to even think about it because i can't bring myself to accept that 2009 is almost over.

:(

DONT. WANT. IT. TO. BE. OVER.

therefore i refuse to reflect.

what 2010? never heard of it.

anyway, in the last couple of days i've had some revelations. it's a little hard to put into words (i've been having lots of cannot-put-into-words moments lately) but in a lame summary, i've decided not to take things so hard so personally and so seriously. sometimes i have to remind myself that there are worse things in life and that often, the only thing that is within my control is how i deal with the situation and not the situation itself.

so why torture yourself like that right? after all, choice is but a human right and 勉强是没有幸福的. oh so effectively billingual and so positive. gives myself an approving pat on the head.

anyway, i enhanced the local flavour of an anthology of singaporean short stories borrowed from the library today- by spilling nasi lemak chilli on it during brunch. sorry nlb, i hope you don't read this.


i trip a lot but i -
catch myself before i fall.
i think
it'd be better to be
Nothing at all



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