i think the turning point was saturday, when nq&i went for the cat high fun fair+ thai express + shopping at ion + laughing + staring at people in mos + emoing. thanks for everything love.
you know there are some things that you just need to TELL people, things that you need to say out loud, an awkward word by word, before you can come to terms with what you're feeling. and after that (after saturday) things began to fall almost nicely into place and i'm glad for that.
just what the doctor prescribed. muaha.
enough melancholy, i just thought (not long ago) of the perfect way to spice up my otherwise boring love life. and it is extremely tempting too because it seems daymn fun!! what i really am referring to is Dressing Up As A Boy. you know, it worked in Hana Kimi and the Current 7oclock show and art (low art but still) imitates life right?!
i can just picture it already. Wei Lin as a boy (maybe i can take on my brother's name) meets another boy, who just happens to be goodlookingandfunnyandinterestinganddorkyinagoodway and then i secretly worship the boy but the boy has a gorgeous girlfriend and then the girl dumps him and then we go cry in some field and then after that he finds that he's falling in love with me and then there's a big "shit shit shit i think i'm gay NOO I CAN'T BE" moment and then i go " HA HA HA I'M ACTUALLY A GIRL" and then he goes "NO HOW COULD YOU LIE TO ME?!" but soon after he goes "LET'S GO LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER" and we do.
ok late time bathe time (try to) mug time