sometimes, just sometimes of course... and completely hypothetically.. that you can't help but compare? what do they have that i dont? am i special or not special enough? surely we don't leave everything up to fate.. life can't be unfair to THAT extent. although one would say that life comprises of a mixture of chance and effort... but of course the last person that people would like to put the blame on would be themselves.
but you still roam my lonely mind
i expect that it is human nature that one fails to be completely objective and allow some of their feelings to cloud their judgement of another. for example, the element of jealousy and desire. one cannot help but covet what he lacks. that you cannot help but feel as if that you're being left out of a secret and the entire world conspires against you, to dangle what you do not have in front of you.
i think about you baby
it's so easy. to lose yourself in thinking about What Ifs and When The Day Comes, until a sharp realisation hits you that one is in the past, set in stone, and the other dwells in the hazy realms of the future. of course, one would like to dismiss everything as hype and be bitter old almonds, going around sniping at everything, throwing your hands up at the world and loudly proclaim that "THIS IS NOT LOVE, JUST A HIGHLY ROMANTICISED FORM OF YOUR REALITY".
and i dream about you all the time
right. pretending one does not care is all too easy... really. tosses hair.
i've been avoiding certain issues lately. issues like... Year 5 cca, the future of debates, the coming of EOYS etc. i really do prefer sticking my head down a hole and just pretend everything's dandy up above. now that sounds wrong.
because a wise man once told me, good things ought to be shared, here's the best website ever
http://cuteboysmakemenervous.blogspot.com
eyecandy. eyecandy. froths at the mouth.