HAH ALL YOU MEAN PEOPLE. NOT TALKING TO ME IS YOUR LOSS OK!!!!
i shall just mope... in my solitude...
now now i reckon that Midnight Madness is coming back, i remember rambling in the middle of the night about nothing at all.
council outing is tmrw. although the word outing is supposed to connote some kind of joy in it, i'm really feeling only nervous. really. meeting new people makes me nervous. yadahyadah sure im for the whole spontaneity thing doing lots of fun stuff and having lots of new experiences thingum, but ...
it's just scary! venturing out into unknown.
someone just talked to me. IT'S TOO LATE NOW YOU HAD YOUR CHANCE!!!!!!!!!!!
evidently ive always been a very dependent person. any semblance of strength comes from numbers and its difficult to draw individual strength from deep within you to face new challenges on your own.
RACHEL/GRACE LEONG JIA YIN WHY HV U NOT REPLIED MY SMS!!!! freaks out.
yawn.
it is not fun to have people react in a wrong manner to you. like when people take you seriously when you are kidding, you only end up feeling very lame. and stupid. must pei he then fun what!
i think im bad with strangers. like..what do you talk about?! aside from the serious work related stuff. small talk, of course. talk about... uh... so how about those mets? :D small talk makes me self conscious. about my inability to make small talk and visible discomfort in awkward silences.
squirms.
i shall arm myself with an arsenal of jokes that will make me the life of the party. indeed. like.... why did the char siew bao cry when he watched a movie but the man tou did not? EPIC WIN LUHXZXZXZ
i am at page 470 of A Fraction of the Whole by Steve Toltz and all i feel like doing is to return this copy and get my own. how unfortunate is it that all the brillant books that i read are often borrowed and my limited knowledge of economics tells me it isn't worth it to buy books you've already read?!
i could... keep this copy though. :) but that'd be mean. and i wouldnt ever be able to sample books from the school library ever again.
?! is an interesting symbol. it represents that it the entire statement is sortof a question, often rheotorical and the ! expresses some kind of rage and indignation.
ok ran out of steam.