but anyway surprisingly after going to 3i and instead of feeling deprived of guys/more hormonal, i love the total surge of estrogen in our class. it's the end of another school year this year passed DAMN FAST it practically flew and i love 3i, they make me laugh like nobody can. this year all my table mates have been fabfabfab: chang eunice mich(for a while) annies
ok anw that wasnt the point of that intro, that intro was a prelude to thoughts about Flirting.
i do not flirt with guys. i think it is damn scary, very m18 and realistically, im very PG, thankyouverymuch. and even if i flirt i will only flirt with the guy i like lor, any other ways and i just get goosebumps.
i mean, im like fine with nicknames you know. you can call me small-eyes or whatever and im totally fine. but those syrupy nicknames rly makes me feel kindda nauseous. even when it is other people doing it to each other, im like *gag* (e.g. people who are like "he calls me catcat andi call him dogdog") i dont call people (or rather guys) by nicknames much and if i do, it's usually kindda derogatory. like my sms might start with 'eh jerk' or something along those lines.
and i'm not exactly a very touchy feely kindda person around guys like i dont go around poking guys for the fun of it or like you know those hee-hee-ha-ha kindda beating or those chasing a guy around and giggling and doing a lot of high pitched squealing. id like to believe that i'm more of a hooks-arms-with-girlbffs-and-skips-to-the-canteen-for-break kindda person.
like occasionally in school when we see such things happening, we bunch of people's reactions are usually the same i.e. *raise eyebrows*
and for those kor mei relationships? i have a theory that those korkor and meimei things are actually rather incestous. i think most of them are secretly attracted to each other in some ways but due to a certain circumstance they can't be together. besides that whole play family thing is so sec1, i remember doing that in sec1 with 1b when we had our wives and grandfathers and blahblahblah.
however i tend to whine when i do not get the things i want. if you see me doing that please slap me and ask me to stop it.
watching people flirt totally freaks me out, yet it is kind of a morbid fascination. you see tht's why i can get all the above points, through observation in a stunned/freaked mode.
anyway if you're reading this, i think u can guess that you kindof inspired me rofl
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ok anw.
i went to my uncle's wedding only to have missed his ceremony -_- so we basically like wore dresses and went only to take um about 3 pictures.
that is again not the point.
the point is that today, my daddy bro grandparents auntie cousins went to tiong bahru plaza for dinner. then we were parked at like b3 and we along with a bunch of other carowners took the cargo lift up to the shops. the lift was like filled alr though it was huge. then as the lift rose to b2, the lift doors opened.
there were these 2 NTUC employees (later upon discussion we concluded that they were teenage part-timers) pushing like several carts and they were waiting for the lift to bring the carts up to NTUC.
and like duh obviously lift got no space liao so they cldn't come in. so the lift doors closed, the lift started going up to B1 and life continued. but suddenly there were these LOUD BANGING SOUNDS and then suddenly the lift like totally STAGGERED.
i was like omgomgomgomogmomg dont tell me the lift is breaking down we are going to die and i was rly DAMN FREAKED OUT.
then the lift like totally DROPPED ONE STORY and i was so scared that it was going to continue dropping you know like when the cables snap and the lifts free fall like in the movies. but to my relief the doors opened at B2 i.e. where those bastards were.
thinking back that scene must have been quite funny. the lift doors opened and all the lift people (there were really a lot about 15) all STARED out at those assholes. and it is seriously stunned silence de lor, everyone was like "..... O.O ...."
then this burly looking guy with his girlfriend started clapping and saying sacarstically "well done well done"
and that fucking asshole said "thank you"
and then the lift doors closed and we continued going up (phew) and my dad said something which i forgot and the burly man said "they did it on purpose"
that's when my freakedout-eyness stopped and when i got REALLY PISSED OFF!!!!!!
like what the hell just because they couldnt get into the stupid lift, they used the carts and banged the lift door DAMN HARD and we DROPPED ONE LEVEL LEH can u imagine if they use more strength we could have DIED you know. the cables could have snapped and we could have continued free falling la!
bloody fucking idiots zomg now thinking about it im once again super pissed off.
i hate you i hate you i hate you stupid employees i wish i totally complained to NTUC and fired your sorry asses.