however much to the surprise of myself tears totally streamed when i watched cj7 today! like omg when the teacher tell xiaodi his father died it is damn sad la then i was like shit im gna cry then i cry and cry and cry. plus if my parents werent thr eating lunch when watching Money Not Enough2 today, i would have cried like a baby for the mother lor i was ren3ing! and also when yanyan went to jail and mark lee was sobbing ):
now i feel quite unsatisfied about not crying during Money Not Enough2. i feel like watching it again for the sole purpose of crying for it.
actually, crying is super therapeutic. i feel the worst when i feel like crying, but the tears just dont come and you feel as if it just backflows into your heart and it's stored there. v heavy lor.
and then there was this thing that i almost cried for in front of tonnes of people, but i kept it in and now i no longer feel like crying about it, but it is just this huge red sore spot that screams 'aggravate me'. now whenever this topic comes up in random situations, i just tend to keep quiet and wait for the topic to change.
i cant say im exactly brimming with happiness at the moment, some things still plague me endlessly but..
life after eoys are goooooood.
life after eoys is defined as After Math Paper Two, where nq brian pris yijin and i played qing ni gen wo zhe yang zuo ala 2b vivo version at the grandstand. super fun cos nq and brian sucked and at it and brian was our sexaye model for the day while the athletics people daoed him and continued running.
after cid paper was lunch w disco, whom i love and miss dearly. i cant imagine going back to assembly and listening to the holier than thou people preach, i think im just going to faint for standing too long. then agm, which was hilarious and then mehmehmeh arcading with ichians. para daytona and ddr are the sex manxz, though the lianxz thr totally pwned our asses with their fancy pancy movies.
then today movie marathoned at home in the morn, then shopping w the fam hiakhiakhiak bought things and mod-ed my psp.
im going to contract Boy Disease and play djmax + need for speed + diner dash 24/7 im gonna quit school and join the circus when i think of getting back results my blood runs cold my room is a horrendous mess of books and papers and clothes my house has tonnes of ants i go on ant massacres every night when are you gonna come back i want ps3 so that i can have my own ddr machine at home i think i should stop being sad do you know that if you pour pure water on your computer it wont spoil cos mr chua said so something about ions blah i forget and i said that cos i just spilled some water on my laptop zomg freaks out