my cousins are over and are currently have a grand time zihighing with my keyboard + mic and eating corn. the Annoying Brother is 'beatboxing' by spitting SALIVA into the mic while the sisters are banging their fingers onto my keyboard.

poor keyboard.

the atmosphere is currently very inappropriate for this ponder-ish kind of post.

i have been very x 1001 down on my luck recently. poutswhinesbitchfits. i only have one thing to say about that. a certain tchr that looks like a very squashable bee is annoying like eff. like the hell am i going to write you a reflection letter you can just kiss my ass.

teeheehee my cousin thinks im studying.

ok back to the main point.

to the list of things called Things Weilin Do Not Understand About The World, i add:

1) How people can be so brutally and tactlessly honest. you know, there are some things that are on a need to know basis. and some things, i really did not need to know.

2) How people can find it in themselves to be so ... cruel. it stuns me how sometimes people can be really mean to others without feeling the guilt eat at them inside. especially when my friends are the one being treated badly coz i swear whenever i hear stories like these, the feeling is indescribable, almost like my heart is damn PAIN for them.

live and let live. ...