i havent had a rambling post in ages, nowadays it's all updating for the sake of updating (i.e. uploading photos)
am currently having Disenchanted by MCR on repeat. love the lyrics, this song is the type that has me thinking, the type that would totally make me cry (if i were the type to cry when listening to songs, which i am NOT).
it was the roar of the crowd that gave me heartache to sing
had cca today and will practically be having cca till the holidays end. 9-4, gosh i might as well go out for a part time job with these kind of hours. but then again, the hours pass really fast, ESPECIALLY DURING BREAKS. the breaks for these few days have been total fun-ness, with the gossiping ystd and playing soccer today.
and dont think that it is easy to be a stupid little chicken because it is totally not. my leg muscles were aching like a bitch and i dont think my knees will ever be the same. my left knee already has a bruise and my right one is catching up. and its only the 2nd session today! i dread to think how my knees will look like after the production. maybe whole thing turn black and drop off alr.
i hate the ending myself, but it started with an alright scene
random updates: i havent started on holiday homework. move over strawberry green tea without pearl with peach jelly,cos green apple green tea without pearl with green apple jelly is now the rage. i had it for 2 consecutive days alr, think am going to get diabetes soon. touchwood.
it was a lie when they smiled and said you wont feel a thing
went shopping with liar nq pussypie on tooosday, which was rly fun though liar had to run off earlier. nq had her unglam moments (HAH SEE IM NOT THE ONLY ONE) like the bangle being stuck on her arm in cactus&pine. the earrings pris was looking at almost spoiled and we were panicking and hiding in the dressing room trying to fix it.
i love the girls (: & my dearest pussypie cheer up alrightie.
oh and went to kfc after some el ppl at harbour ystd. sonjia and i dabao-ed fishfillet burger and cupnoodles respectively and they made me laugh till my stomach ached and we also scared each other silly with ghost stories.
it's really days like these that tell me things will be ohkay.
you're just a sad song, with nothing to say
i've learnt that when dealing with such bittersweet situations, the best way to survive is to face it with no expectations. it is a self defense mechanism, really. an insurance to stop you from thinking so much which leads to high hopes and to save the heartache. after all, if you aren't going to save yourself, who will?
if i'm so wrong (so wrong so wrong)
how can you listen all night long? (night long night long)
now will it matter after i'm gone?
because you never learn a goddamned thing