we all know that it is stupid, inconceivable, impossible.
things like that belong to the silver screen. movies are just another thing that gets our hopes in thinking that life is perfect. since in the end everybody lives happily ever after anyway.
i tell myself that things are more interesting at least, but then no, it doesn't help. it is pathetic that that split second is the only highlight of the day. sometimes it feels like it is just a dream, which is sad since i have never dreamt of the same dream twice.
i can think of so many things i want to say, but i dont think i would ever get to say it.
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anyway happy birthday my dearest ningqian! i love you, happy 15th (:
aye. off to jianbao, which was due um, today.
i had to say goodbye, before i said hello