i can cry at will, but when the feeling of sobbing and weeping infests me, the tears just don't come. i was reading a book but not absorbing the words. sometimes, it feels like the pillars that are holding your life together have crashed and burned and all that is left is you sitting in a pile of debris.

there was almost a desperate tinge when i came home and hugged my gorgey doggies today, cos it is wonderful to know that there is a living being, be it animal or homosapien, that will be there for you unconditionally.

friendship isn't just about hanging with someone. faith and loyalty comes into the picture. sometimes being friends isn't abt what they can do for you, but what you can do for them. i would hold up the sky with my candy coloured toes for you, i would walk in the rain (despite my aversion) without an umbrella with you.

i guess it kind of hurts knowing that you wouldn't do the same.

unconditional. ...