wow. how fast. 5%. *whoots*
today's national day celebration was soso i guess. nothing particularly AMAZING or EXTRAORDINARY happened. hehe. still prefer my primary school's one! it was beyond cool and i seriously think it could be the best national day celebration EVERRR! what was spectacular was that coz my school is six levels right, then the whole school spread itself out across the six levels and when the principal sounded the horn, the whole school did the kallang wave. from sixth level down the stairs, round the blocks, all the way to the first level and then our chiobu head prefect LITING hit the gong! nice right.. *smiles* and then can still rmb during community singing the whole 6f was like sooo united and we sortof stood according to index no. for a while. UNFORTUNATELY i rmb rachel lim, who is like the tallest girl in class, beside me. thus i had a rather errr hard time putting my hands around her shoulders. LOL.
12%
sighs. today's assembly was rather pissifying. spilling my secrets just because you were pissed and wanted somebody to suffer with you. damn it. i was ALMOST close to tears. felt like standing up, interupting whoever's item was on and screech that it was not true. sometimes, i really dont know who to trust. when the person you feel knows you the best suddenly turns around and stabs you in the heart, causing all your thoughts and SECRETS to spill out and within sight of everybody. sometimes secrets are meant to be secrets. would they be secrets if they were not perhaps errrr socially strange or something that would make people see you in a different light?
ARGH. even from an apology i have to take attitude. wth. never mind then. if you say things that are not meant, then what is the point.. this situation has turned rapidly from somebody supposed to be grovelling to ME to me grovelling to somebody.
18%
disco!! yayy. disco makes me smileee. :D tday nicole shereen estee sebast and i were being lame again. made lots of funny actions and basically laughed and laughed and laughed for the rehearsal. being with disco really makes me feel more relaxed in a way.. in a way that allows me to just drop my worries outside and laugh and be lame. everytime after a disco meeting or anything i exit feeling ECSTASTIC and smiley and i go arnd thinking the whole day was great even if it waasnt.
hehe. my favee one. scolding somebody bad words.
YOU toot toot toot hello?
haha! nicole came up with it :D
22%
jingyen and yinshiuan came to my house today. to play com. -.- was sortof fun interesting. without the bear comments would have been better. was talking to them about stopping that.. i mean. they are the ones who tease and they have NO IDEA how irritating and embaressing it is! urgh!
hehe. i know my mum rocks jingyen! lol.
24%
sighs. so looking forward to seeing my rgps friends again! i can never forget them.. besties forever! hmmm.. sortof looking forward to the rehearsal? looking forward to seeing disco, not looking forward to repetitive procedures and the timing. damn.
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the usual. chronologically.
debbie^^: LOL. woohoo.
zp^^: thank yous for the encouragement zp.. i know what you mean. hear no evil.. haha.
xuqin^^: haha. thats good. :)
yp^^: thanks for the encouragement too! phew. thats good. booking ppl is a bittt.. intimidating. lol.
ningqian^^: haha. okiee. i shall.
grace^^: sighs. yea exactly. now im starting to think that so long eL believes in itself can already. eL rocks! :D
sonjia^^: LOL sonjia?? sorrta true i guess. they said he was all blonde curls.. mmm.. and slack? we work hard and play hard. no slacking involved.. lol. yah. i guess sometimes you literally have to BE in other people's shoes to be able to experience how it is.. heehee. weilin likes converse.
charrr^^: LOL. heyy charlotte!
ky^^: ROFLMAO. what does this show? nice people have good taste.. cant deny she's nice right? lol. even though i dunnoe her. X)
charlotte^^: of course char! : D
sonjia^^: errrr? right. lol. haha.
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31% and STILL counting
oops. 32.