so bewildered
so muddled.
i dont know what to do. i really dont. i cant read you like an open book. and i think never can.
i mean like. how am i supposed to know if you don't tell me right. thats like the duh-est statement ever.
i have no idea of your motives, what you are trying to do.
haiz. dont kill me please. your actions. your heckcare attitude and your sarcasm is driving me up the wall. *runs up the wall sobbing*
haiz. gonna be deprived of phone usage tmrw. THIS IS AN OUTRAGE OF HUMAN RIGHTS.
bleahhh. gonna miss alex, my phone kaki tomorrow. who am i going to sigh and complain to huh? my homework? $%^*#@!
i like talking to alex. he gives me advice. especially regarding my current situation. and i like giving him advice too. XD
ARGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
*maybe if i close my eyes, and imagine hard enough, i might feel as if i were at the beach. screaming my heart out. mel would be there too. doing the same.
nobody's gonna love me better?
i must stickwitu forever?
eternally enamoured?