would like a place to rest my weary body, am currently held together by cups of caffeine, fraying willpower and the distant light of life after exams. my day is portioned into 3 distinct parts: morning study period afternoon study period and night study period but sometimes it just feels like two parts: Time Spent Studying and Time Not Spent Studying. sometimes the minutes glare at me in contempt at my incompetence in staying focused and it counts aloud how much time I've wasted. the sweet respite of having cleanly forgotten that finals are at my doorstep with so much undone and yet i cant bring myself to really FOCUS- is a rare joy. lunch+dinner today and God of Carnage were great times :)
sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh
also i stood up from the bench at the train station today, having completely forgotten that my laptop was on my lap. how do these things happen?? and that was the second time too.