It'd been 3 days and I'm... Adjusting. Do I sound like a wuss? I think I do. But when you make someone such a huge part of your life, it's inevitable that you really feel the absence when he's gone. Not to mention, I've always been terrible at farewells. Being unable to find his face in the crowd at the last wave goodbye and having to walk away after that was heart wrenching. Oh I'm such a wuss. I try to be slightly poetic about it but I can't put it any way but in all its bare faced honesty.
So ya essentially it sucks, when the person you want to see the most is set firmly out of your sight. Come 930 and the phone is out there where it can be seen and heard, with me having one eye on it all the time.
But I love my friends, who have been the most kind caring and accommodating. Especially happy that nq is at work with me for the past few days despite the Pilates Fiasco and all its hilarity.
I guess sometimes it takes absence to realize how much you treasure what you have.
So am just trying to stay happy, stay busy, while counting down the hours and the days.
Yep, so that's the status report.